I've been having weird mood swings lately, so I've just been trying to go with it and not push too hard while absolutely trying to keep engaged with life happenings at the same time. I'm obsessed with reading, trail mix and True Detective lately. Our California pseudo-winter has been unsettling. I need the weeks of rain and dark skies every year to reset myself.
Everything is so heart-crushingly moving and meaningful lately; I want to hear every story. I want to look everywhere, so I know less and understand more as I go along. I want to show up and not be afraid of making mistakes. I want to keep fighting for that just-balanced, teetering on the brink of it all feeling so I can swoop in on the world, and not the other way around.